I lost it

A lot of good things happen around , make me feel like I'm in the part of the good =)
oh ya , daniel happy birthday hope u enjoyed the surprise party that we gave it to u , your holiday is sweet and i believe that u guys gonna pass through what so ever problems =) .

One of th worst part of day is i lost the only thing she gave me , i lost my room keys and the key chain as well . i don't really mind bout the keys it can be duplicate but its a ain't for the key chain . It means a lot too me .My stupid heart tell me it still can be found my brain tells me no , heard a lot that sure cant find , give up dude , u tried your best , but I'm still seeking around with only hope left on me .

p/s : i pretend that i don't care , but it makes me miss you more .

We learn different things from different people, different places, different stories, different lifestyle, different past. That is why we're different from each other. It's the matter you and I can get along or not. And no one is perfect. The 'time' will be given to each us when the time is right. Cheers people! Don't hurt ourselves physically when we're emotionally hurt already. That's awful

I've seen a lot of hearts broken.. Tears.. Envy them for still have feelings. Cause I don't have feeling at all. I'm empty. Really empty.. Since I had passed the worst pain in my life. I want nothing anymore.. Even though I do care for someone. Someone who doesn't know how to see or feel my existence.