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When i miss you , i will listen to your favorite song and i will look back to our photos realizing that now you are gone form my life . the one that got away from me , i should make you stay ;( egos made me lose this time . i know you are not here anymore and you are so far away from me and no where to be found . i'm sorry for not saying those 3 words.When you said you knew i can't be yours and i'll be some one better in the future , my heart drops . When you said you had to go because you don's want me to be hurt and suffer , i could only close my eyes and pray there's a chance between us . When i knew all the worlds you said were not excuses but they are the reasons . I just could hope that you are happy no matter where you are and hoping time will heals this pain between us .

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you never really tried to make everything alright . you have a thousand questions?

no space

Doubts are increasing day by day , heart told me that it was just a sudden feeling that you have to me . I don't believe it at first but once again you prove me wrong , its okay you just tell me if it's true . If you are watching this, reply me and tell me honestly how you felt so won't be going there for hurting each other again . Its never too late to tell the truth , not until i can't stand it .
If there ever comes a day we can't be together , keep me in your heart , i will stil be there forever .

TMD

Whatever we are talking bout we expecting replies from some one , but no she only reply me when it's already sleeping time and the text message replied will plus a GOOD NIGHT which means she will not reply anymore . Previously i thought she worry bout my time management for study so not decide disturb me too much but time proves me wrong .So i decide dont start a conversation with someone and then decide to not reply when they had the decency to reply to you! Rude.If these people arent in the mood to talk, then don't be online or just reply busy now . Plain & Simple.I take it i'm not the only person who thinks these people should grow up & learn common courtesy!

KPOEYPCL

My ex-girlfriend and i have broke up for almost 5months . We had been going out for like 4weeks???, and we were very much in love. I never realised all along there was a problem, and until that day, I still hadnt. Because of long distance I felt the time and dimension apart would be tough on us, I only got to see her once in when she backed .My ex said she was feeling like she was missing something from us for that few days, and had only realised literally that day that she thought she wasn't in love with me anymore. I had not known any of this - we seemed perfect and she never told me how she was feeling, because she was afraid to hurt me. She tried to break up with me, but found it too hard (as did I, I couldnt let her go). I felt like a rabbit caught in the headlights and didnt react.

Then that day, she sent me a message- I was so scared as to what was going to happen. We broke up. She said she was making a big mistake over us, and really felt that we had to break up because she was missing something. She still wanted to be the best of friends and wanted me to still be close to her because I was the best part of her life(i guess), but felt she would not be feeling empty if we broke up, as she felt she had more to give.We were amazingly happy together and never had arguments. Being heartbroken is a pain that no one can understand until they have experienced it for themselves. You obviously have, therefore are aware of how fragile your heart is right now. Healing a broken heart will take time, but is not impossible, though it may feel that way at the time. It is never an easy process to go through, but with the right prescription, you will be on your way to recovery and happiness again.I took around four days to get up from that nighmare , how to adapt the life without her .

And it's about 1 week ago, she backed from aus for summer holiday , i have decided to meet up at least for one last time at that moment . I never thought her parent came along , i thought it would be a very awkward moment but its kinda warm .Her parent treats me real good , and keep asking me to go sarawak visit them and allowme to overnight at their house. Argh , it recalls me moments we have been passing together. Since then we have talked almost everyday on the phone, and text all day long. She says she still likes me. I still love her. She also says she is worried that she was too rash in her decision to break up, and she found out that acctually it's nice to being with me .But I dont think she knows what she wants, she says herself she is deeply confused by everything at the moment, she knows being with me makes her happy, and she loves being with me. But she hates that she can feel like something is missing. She says she can be too critical, and that she can often get scared of a good thing and always wants something better - personally I dont see that in her, I dont want her to settle for me but I dont want her falsely thinking that she wants something better.If we could be together, without the stress without worryng when we are going to see each other again because of the distance between us, I know we can both be in love with each other again.

i hate drunk people

I really, really, REALLY hate it when any 1 have just acting like not real (himself/herself). When people get drunk they would trying to cheat you mostly and might get a little too friendly with people like hugging even kissing . i know , it sounds gay but indeed !!! But I often find myself in the minority. I’ll go to a party and watch girls sob to each other in the corner of the room and talking about their terrible stories . Anyway please just be yourself and have a healthy relation with alcoholic .

B boy

I'm official 20 now and i passed my birthday with christ one of my buddy . He bought me cake and so on i felt so bless full to have friend like you .
Thx for all the facebooks and sms wishes , my dreams come true and yours as well .

To the greatest mom

A pic falls from my wallet it recalls lots of images and i remembered you , i send you birthday card every year and i nvr missed once . Now a big boy like me is going to write the card to u again and U the greatest mom i hope someday you gonna be proud of saying ( yeah , this is my son ) maybe im not good as bro or sis but i will try my best to archive my limits .

TO MOM ,
To the best mom in the world , she might mess up some times,
but she is still a good mom , she cooks , she takes me on trips,
she cooks , she works , she does everything jz to make my life better .
But what she's reli good is LOVE , her love is equal is warm .
She is the BEST MOM IN THE UNIVERSE !

TO YOU , TO KEEP =)
FROM : KEAVE

On the day i born

Yeah ,It's my birthday i dont reli feel excited like last years or even my previous birthdays . i felt like calming myself and listening to piano soundtracks ( YEAH , im enjoying ) . i saw some 1's blog written down i would have said thx to u in u were not u .Am thinking i time could stop or even reverse back , i would not try to let it go . Steve Brunkhors has said this once (Feeling appreciated is one of the most important needs that people have. When you share with someone your appreciation and gratitude, they will not forget you. Appreciation will return to you many times) if I tried to tell you how much I appreciate you, I’d be talking the rest of my life. I hope that, in some small way, you realize how much you’ve meant to me, and how truly I desire to give back to you.You’ve bent over backwards for me. Please let me repay you somehow, if only in a note telling you how much I appreciate your love and support. One of my birthday wish is may all (your dreams come true )
feel like listing out people that have wished me today as appreciation .
Eeling , zac , thomas ,mun hong , debbie pang , debbie ,steven , ltx ,jerome , bavelyn , jj ooi , sok tyng , cathleen , wl gan ,bob , hui xin , jy , zi xian , christ and apple . thx for still remember my birthday withouth Fb birthday reminder ( acctually this app sucks , it makes people forgetful and even made people wishing others jz bcoz of wishing (but not from the bottom of heart).

thx

I am just writing to say i feel so emo now , missing those friends ! ming liang , wia hoon , hugh lee , bryant !!! i miss u guys a lot . this 30 hours famine sucks till the max unlike previous 1 .
30hours famine 2011 is officially end now and it's another special season of Thanksgiving reminds us to look back and think about what those people has done and it’s always important to have an attitude of thankfulness, but this .However , feel like saying thx to my facis ( christ , debbie and minly)
thx maybe gonna be too tiny to show how much that i do appreciate u guys in these few days , i'm not some 1 name nor some 1 rich but thx for being my faci .I understood that praise coming from a thankful heart has great power so a special thank-you to all of you who have helped make this possible. We not only believe you will be blessed in this life but in the life to come.